Himelin and her ex-lover Pauline. Just.. Some of my memories and no more. It's not going to be back, but I can't let it go. I don't think I accidentally remembered her. This human was next to me at the most important moment in my live. It's been six years ago, I know. I want to understand this and myself.
Music: Olive Musique – Empty Eyes
Some more hazy thoughts from my sick head. I didn't paint for almost a week because my hands were shaking (it's because of the disease). But I'm not going to throw the started and will draw anyway! I hope you like my drawings! I will try more and more!
Music: Cecile Corbel – Forbidden Love
When there are people who love you, it's an excuse to try.
I don't know how long it's going to last, but maybe it'll be better?..
I feel worthless and disgusting. If it weren't for talking to close people and their support, I wouldn't be here anymore. I still want to live, even though it's hard for me. Thank you Ren Friend, thank you Mishka, thank you all. I don't promise that it will pass. But as long as you care about me, I'll be here. 約束します 。
Ren Friend.. I love you. I'll fight for you. I'm not dying. In this picture it is Pero returns Hime her lost heart. Thank you. I'm really better!
SAVE ME, PLEASE
I DON'T WANT DIE
Music: Evanescence - Bring Me to Life (Synthesis)
I think she's in pain. A psychopath Himel starts chasing Hime every time whan she suffers. This little lump lives in my soul. She still hopes that someone will save her. Stretch out his hand in this abyss of despair and fear. I'm funny. She's so stupid. And disgusting.
Heh, how cruel this life is. All is fine, I guess.
For a few days, white and red pencils became my favorites.
Music: Muse – Supremacy